Saturday 5/24/14
Dear Diary,
I did something foolish, I followed him to her house. I
couldn't help myself, I had to know. I had to see if he was going there to be
with her, if he was using me to get to what he really wants. I hate feeling
insecure, but I guess I have done it to myself, being with someone without
really knowing them. Tyler is dressed to meet clients, but the lack of cars
anywhere seems to signal that he is the only guest for the night. When the door
opens Kim answers in her underwear and a blushing smile as if she had no idea
he would be coming. I know I should go, but I have to know … I have to know who
he really is. They talk for a time, but he doesn't go in. He shakes his head
and looks around everywhere, but at her. She looks shocked, but it doesn't
discourage her any, she grabs his tie and drags him inside. The door closes and
my body tenses while I scream at myself to speed out of there and hit the first
liquor store on the way. Shaking my head I put my car into gear and then see
Tyler walk out the front door and straight to his car. He slides his jacket off
and throws it inside his car before looking around and seeming to notice me
sitting in my car. I take off and go straight home, diving into my sofa with a
rapid heartbeat. I feel happy and relieved until there is a knock at my door.
I walk over and look out the peephole and see Tyler outside
with a scowl on his face. “Let me in Illana.” He yells through the door.
I ease the door open, “What are you doing here?”
Leaning on the door-frame he looks me over with wild eyes, “You’re
checking up on me?”
“I was worried about you …”
“No you weren't, you were worried about what I would do. You
are so jealous.”
“No, I’m not at all, go fuck her if you want.”
Tyler walks in and slams the door shut behind him. “You want
me all to yourself?” He asks backing me up against the wall. “Huh – is that you
want?” He grabs my thigh and lifts my leg up and around his waist. Looking in
his eyes I gulp unsure why I want him so bad, and then he rubs his bulging
crotch against me. Teasing me with his lips and encouraging me with his hands,
he whispers, “Prove to me that you have the guts to take what you want.” I
shake my head in defiance. “I guess I know now why Kim continuously takes
advantage of you. She doesn't hesitate to take what she wants.” Tyler huffs
turning around and grabbing for the door.
“Wait!” I yell stopping him. I take hold of his face with
both hands and kiss him.
“That’s better, what else you got?” He asks.
I step backwards one foot at a time, eyeing him down and
stripping one piece of clothing off at a time until I am completely nude, “Come
here Tyler, I want to fuck you hard.” With a wide smile he undoes his tie and
tosses it, unbuttons the buttons on his shirts and lets it slide off his
muscular arms behind him. He pulls his belt out and down goes his zipper … I
have to bite my lip as his cock jumps out, full and strong. Tyler sits down in
a chair and spreads his legs waving me over. Standing over him he leans in and
licks my pussy with humming satisfaction. A kiss on his lips and I turn my back
to him and sit down on his fully erect cock, wiggling it deep inside of me. At
first I move slow, and then I reach down playing with my own clit and get too
excited and have to move faster, with more pressure on that pleasure point
inside. I look up and notice the mirror directly in front of me and Tyler’s
fully entertained smile.
“Don’t stop. I like watching your tits bounce and you
playing with yourself. The only thing better is being able to see your pussy
stretched around my cock.” I lean back onto his chest and he takes hold of my
legs and spreads me wider before lifting me up and down and up and … oh all the
while enjoying watching my tits bounce and the cum dripping down between
us.
Tyler stayed the night, we never bothered to get dressed, we
showered together, ate together and then worked out all day again and again
together.
Monday 5/26/14
Tyler left me yesterday afternoon, he threatened to leave
many times and go to Kim’s, but I always chased after him and inspired him to
stay a little longer. After he did leave, I wandered the rest of the day around
my house naked, not just because I could, but because I was hoping he would
come back. He is an easy habit to get used to. The moment he walks into the
office I have to fight my smile as he does the same, “Are you ready for our
Monday meeting?” I ask him.
“Yes, Ma’am.” He beams as I walk by him and lead him into
the conference room.
The meeting is long and boring as always, but at least I
have Tyler to pass notes to and exchange smiles with. I feel like a teenager
with a crush. I have never enjoyed work more. Once the meeting is over we walk
out planning our lunch together.
“Tyler?” A woman calls out from behind us.
We turn around and his smile instantly changes to something
more humble. “Mia, what are you doing here?”
Fumbling with her fingers she smiles sweetly at him as she
approaches us, “After we talked I felt like there was more I needed to say and
I was hoping maybe we could have lunch together today? And maybe work things
out?” She glances my way.
“Oh, um, Mia this is Illana, my … boss.” He says introducing
me awkwardly. We nod towards each other.
“It’s nice to meet you. Tyler if you need to make other
lunch plans then by all means do so. I will make other arrangements.” I say
nodding again before walking away.
“Illana wait!” Tyler calls out to me. I stop tensing as he
runs up to me, “We have lunch plans and I want to do that, but if you can just
give me a few minutes to talk to my … her then I would appreciate it. She is
was upset last night and needed someone to talk to so she called me and …”
“She’s your ex-girlfriend?”
“Yeah, she is, and even though it’s over I still care about
her.” Tyler says taking hold of my hand. I have to quickly pull away to remind
him where we are. “I’m sorry, but I don’t want you to be upset or think there
is anything going on between she and I anymore.” His sincere eyes cause me to
melt.
“Go take care of what you need to, I’ll wait for you.” He
nods with a smile and rushes back over to her. She glances my way many times
throughout their conversation and towards the end, she glares at me as if she
knows. Her hurt-filled expression makes me feel guilty. I look away just like
the other woman would.
“She’s cute, I bet they will be married with three kids and
a golden retriever in no time.” Kim says with an obnoxious smile.
“Don’t you have somewhere to be, someone else to annoy?” I
ask her.
“No, not really, do you want to go to lunch since you seem
to be without a date now?”
Before I can respond Tyler comes rushing back, “Okay, are
you ready to go?” He glances Kim’s way and I smile wide at her snarling face.
Tuesday 5/27/14
It was fun last night working with Tyler until late into the
night. A glass of wine and a touch and before I knew it, we were motivated all
over again. Surprisingly, we actually got a lot done and sleep last night was
easy and deep. This Tuesday morning is tough to begin, I seriously considered
calling in sick and staying in bed with Tyler all day. We are a couple of weeks
ahead of schedule a day off would make no difference to work at all. The only
reason I don’t, is because I’m afraid I would never go back to work. Tyler and
I casually go into work separately, trying not to look happy or sexually
satisfied. I walk into my office first and open the door to find my entire
office destroyed, every presentation board shredded, paperwork missing. I go to
my computer and quickly try to delete the flashing message of, "Whore.”
Tyler walks in behind me, “What the hell happened here?” He
asks noticing the flashing message. Scooting me and my shaking hands to the
side he helps delete the message. “They invaded your computer, you must have
left it on last night.” Shaking his head, “Everything is gone, every file is
empty. It’s even all deleted from the backup server. Who would did this?”
Still in shock, “I don’t know.” I get down on my hands and
knees and start to pick up the mess, “I don’t know what to do now. Months’
worth of work completely gone and with meeting dates already set with
uncompromising clients, I am doomed.”
Tyler rushes to my side putting his hand on mine. “We’ll
figure it out, we will get it all worked out. I promise.”
All I want to do is crawl into a corner and cry. I can’t
even think clearly enough to figure out where to begin, how to start over.
Wednesday 5/28/14
After a long night of frustration and arguing; Tyler and I
are back at work barely able to look at each other. There is no way we can
reproduce what we need in time, even if we work day and night. “You need to
snap out of it!” Tyler asserts.
“Why, what is the point in trying to do this? There is no
way to get it all done and done right. I’m going to be fired. Years of hard
work and all for nothing.”
“You’re giving up?! What is wrong with you, fight, demand
perfection if you wish, but don’t give up. I thought you were strong, I thought
you were the woman to be envied by all other women? Not a feeble crying mess.”
“Well I’m sorry Tyler but it has been a pretty shitty ass
week!”
“Okay, so it was a horrible thing to happen, cry about it
for a minute then get up and brush yourself off and start again. Don’t let
whoever it is beat you, don’t let them think they are better than you. Fight
Illana, fight even if there is no hope of winning. If nothing else at least you
can say you gave it all you had and didn't let some jackass get you down.
You’re better than that.”
“Am I, how would you know? You don’t know me.”
He rolls his eyes, “Okay, maybe I don’t.” He tosses a file
and walks away.
As soon as he walks out Kim walks in, “Rough day?” She
pouts.
“What do you want?”
“Nothing much, just wanted to let you know, that Mr. Monroe
has assigned Tyler to me to help me get work done. You don’t mind do you? I do
have the most important clients to think of, you know?”
“You’re the one that destroyed all my presentations aren't
you?”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about, but it doesn't make
me unhappy to see you struggle. I am going to be sad to see you go though. I
mean when you get fired who am I going to screw with every day? Oh well, I am
sure I’ll find someone. Good luck.” She smiles deviously before walking away.
“Argh!” I throw my fists into the air. This is not
happening. It’s not! I suddenly feel my adrenaline flowing and my body tensing
with fire. NO! I turn around and stomp my way to Mr. Monroe’s office and don’t
bother knocking before walking in.
“Excuse me, I am busy!” Monroe snaps at me.
“I don’t give a fuck! Sit down and listen to me, I am taking
Tyler back and you are going to find me someone else to help me get my presentations
back together.”
“Or maybe I will fire you right now!”
“Go ahead, but you know as well as I do that I am the best
one here. Kim isn’t going to get it done for you, she’s all talk and an easy
lay. She’s only going to get you fired.” His eyes widen. “I know you’re
screwing her and your assistant, but you’re not going to screw me. Do you
understand me? I will not hesitate to make your life a living hell if you don’t
stop making decisions with your dick.” Leaning down over his desk, I make my
position clear. “You get on your phone and find someone to help me, and then
you make sure Kim understands that Tyler is my assistant and she needs to stay
away from him and me. Oh and get a new lock put on my office door before the
end of the day.”
“Ms. Kane!” He yells at me before I can walk out of his office.
“Go ahead fire me, but then you will have to deal with me as
competition and I don’t think you want that. Have a good day.” I smile walking
back to my office with my head held high and preparing myself to clean out my
office, but not giving a damn.
Thursday 5/29/14
My lock on my door has been changed, Tyler is back working
with me and smiling all over himself. “Stop looking at me that way.” I laugh.
“I’m sorry I can’t help it. I wish you could have seen Kim’s
expression when Mr. Monroe told her I was assigned back to you and she was
going to have to figure it out on her own. I thought she was going to cry.”
“I don’t relish in other’s pain, it’s not healthy.” I say
still laughing at the image of her. “Now stop gloating and let’s get to work,
we have a lot to do if we want to attempt to salvage as many clients as we can.
Let’s start with the ones we know we can finish and work our way from there.
Hell maybe we will be inspired enough when we finish, to somehow wing the
others to perfection.”
“Yes, Ma’am. You know these illustrations and art work? I think
I know a way to save us some time.”
“Well speak up, because I am willing to hear anything that
will help us out.”
“My roommate Trey, he is an incredible artist. This type of
work is a little beneath his talents, but I am sure for some extra cash he
would be willing to take a break from his freelance work to help out. He can do
amazing things, no offense to your artwork, but I think he can even produce something
better than what we had.”
“And you think he will stop everything he is doing to help
us for as long as it takes?”
“For the right amount of money, yes.”
“Well I can authorize the expenditures for the artwork, but
will he understand what we need?”
“He may need some direction, not much though. I can go down
to his workroom whenever needed and guide him.”
“I’ll go down there and give him direction, I want to make
sure it is done to my satisfaction. You can keep working on the numbers and the
presentation itself, but I do like the idea. We may just get all this done yet.”
I smile earning a wider one in return.
Friday 5/30/14
We are working smoothly and as quickly as we can late into
the night before we call it a day and leave for some much needed sleep. Tyler and
I are deep into work when someone walks into my office.
Tyler quickly stand up defensively. “Can I help you?”
“I was actually meaning to talk to Illana, but thank you for
asking.” I stretch around Tyler to see Michael standing in my doorway. “Hello
beautiful, bet you never thought you would see me again.”
“Michael what are you doing here?” I stand up and step in
front of Tyler.
“Mr. Monroe called and said you needed help, so I packed up
and came back into town. I can’t say I enjoy living in a hotel right now, but whatever
I need to do to help you, you know I am willing.”
I haven’t seen Michael since he moved away for a better
position at our home office. We were equals then and were dating heavily. I
thought he was the one, but the moment the opportunity became available he left;
only offering me the opportunity to be his stay at home girlfriend or rather
his beck and call girl. I turned his offer down, hoping he would change his
mind or at least make me a better offer, but instead he left and never looked
back. “I am surprised you would lower yourself to a branch office and an assistant
position Michael.” I counter.
“I know I acted terribly, but I am here and I am willing to
do whatever you need me to. I’ll get you coffee if that’s what you want. You
know they actually wanted one of my assistants to come here, but I wanted to
come, I wanted to be the one to help you. You deserve the partner position and
I want to help you get there. Please Illana, let me help you, let me make up
for being a total ass.”
“You were a real ass.” I agree. He nods with a smile. “You
know how I like my coffee, and make sure to get some for Tyler too.”
“Sure thing, and what would you like Tyler?”
“I can get my own coffee, thank you.” Tyler says sharply.
Michael leaves laughing and I turn to Tyler whose anger is written all over his
face. “So you used to fuck him?”
“I used to date him, I was planning to marry him at one
time, but things changed.”
“So why is he back here?”
“I don’t know, to help I guess.”
“Oh I am sure he is. I think you should tell him to go back
and let us handle it, we don’t need him.”
“I think we need all the help we can get. I need all the
help we can get.”
“I don’t like it.”
“Well get over it, because he is staying until we finish.”
“Oh really? Is he going to help make the presentations with
you too?”
“Calm down. No he isn’t, he is going to help and then you
and I will make the presentations, I promise.” I look him in the eyes feeling
only somewhat guilty for enjoying his sudden jealousy.
-
The day is a little awkward with both men eyeing me and then
scowling at each other. “It’s lunch time, maybe Michael would like to go get us
lunch?” Tyler suggests.
“Sure son, I would hate for you to miss your lunchtime.”
“Michael, you said you were willing to help out anyway you
can. Right now Tyler knows these presentations better than you so I need him
here as much as possible.”
“Fine, what do you want?”
We give him our orders, only I think Tyler enjoys making it a
complicated and lengthy order. Once Michael leaves I turn to Tyler to say something
to him, but instead he jumps up and locks my door and pulls the blinds. “What
are you doing?”
He approaches and helps me up, turning me around and wrapping
his arms around me. “I want you right now.” The bulge in his pants is so
prominent I gasp when I feel it pushing into my ass. His hands grope my breasts
until they are freed. For a second I look out the building windows wondering
who could be watching, but then I lean over my desk. My dress is pushed up and
my panties are pulled off completely. The moment he enters me, I grip the edges
of my desk and hold on. I love the way his cock feels inside of me, the way it
commands my attention and finds my spot and rubs itself over it again and again
until I have no control over my own body and I come all over him and feel it
drain down my legs. The pleasure he has feeling me come is obvious in the way
he seeks his own pleasure filled orgasm.
-
When Michael gets back I still don’t have my panties on and
Tyler makes sure to remind me whenever he gets the chance. Casually sitting
next to each other at a meeting table he pushes his hand in between my legs. He
gently rubs his finger against the folds of my pussy and just barely grazing my
clit. I gasp and Michael looks up at me.
“Are you okay?”
“Yes, I just remembered something is all.”
“Are you sure, you look a little flushed?”
“My sugar level might be a little low.” I say widening my
legs as Tyler continues to play.
“Oh, well it is late, let me go get some dinner for you
then.” Michael smiles, getting up to grab his coat.
“That would be great thank you.” I say breathless.
Michael walks out and Tyler only waits a second before
sticking his finger into his mouth and sucking the taste of me off of it. “What
are you doing?”
“Trying to distress you. Plus I’m hungry and I want to eat
your pussy.” He pushes my chair out from under the table, gets down on his
knees in front of me and pushes my legs up over the arms of my chair. I scoot
closer to the edge of the seat with my pussy fully exposed to him. He takes a single
taste of me with his tongue and then dives in fully swirling his tongue in and
out, kissing and sucking on my pussy lips then spreading them with his fingers
to take in my clit. I fist the back of his head and hold him there, as his
finger dives into me and then another into my ass. I can barely stay in the
chair as I watch the wide open door for anyone that might walk in. The sweat
dripping down between my breasts begin to cause my dress to stick to me. I
quickly unbutton the front and free my breasts; holding them myself and
fingering my fully erect nipples as my legs begin to shake and my cum is licked
off my skin. Tyler sits up kissing my breasts and then kisses my lips with a
touch of my tongue with his. “I didn't know you like it in the ass too. I will
have to remember that, but for now your pussy is just right for my cock.” He
picks me up off the chair and sets me on the table, pushing me to my back as he
fucks me with determination in his eyes. My tits bounce freely as I try to hold
on to the table and hope no one comes in and sees us. When he finishes he helps
me up and gives me a lighter, sweeter kiss, “I don’t know about you, but that’s
what I needed. It is so hard sitting here next to you and pretending I don’t want
you. I need to feel you once in a while. I can’t concentrate until I do. You understand
don’t you?” I nod with a smile. “Good.”
“How did you know Michael would leave?”
“I knew you would find a way if I encouraged you a little
bit.”
“You encouraged just perfectly. “ I bite my bottom lip
trying to get my weak arms to dress myself back to the way I was. “Feel free to
encourage me whenever you need to.”
“Oh I will.” Tyler winks.
Go Ilana!
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